Please continue to keep Bob in your prayers . . .
love! to all
Jen
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Aching heart, burning eyes . . .
PET scan and biopsy results back today. Both have indicated that the sacral mass in Bob's wound is more cancer, and it's deep, in his pelvis. Right now, that's all we know, but I don't know what else there is to know, or want to know . . I feel I've come to the end of my journey with this blog, that it has more than outlived its purpose, has gone on far too long, without end, and I can't bear to write another entry. Between the immense weight of my heart and the blinding tears that have burned my eyes all day and into the evening, and the spinning, endless thoughts in my head, I'm exhausted and have finally run out of words. I honestly, simply, can no longer keep this up. Maybe, with tomorrow as a new day, I'll have changed my mind, or have found a ghost writer, but for now, I can hardly type through the tears and am having a really hard time making this one make any sense. I hope you understand . . .
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No words either, but love you two.
ReplyDeleteMom
The prayers won't stop, the love won't stop, Nenni and Bubo. Please let us know how we can assist, when we can assist. xoxoxoxo Jill, Jade, Amelia and Otto
ReplyDeleteLove you both.
ReplyDeleteJulie
Oh Jen, I have no words either.
ReplyDeleteMy heart aches with you ~
You two will stay high in my thoughts & prayers, let me know if there is anything, at all, you need girl.
Lisa~
One word... HEARTBROKEN. Seems so fucking unfair. Love you guys -- won't ever stop praying.
ReplyDeletexoxooxooxoxo Gwen
Ditto what Gwen said. Too wrong to believe after all of what you've already gone through. Carol
ReplyDeleteThere are no words, Jen, none. Only heartfelt prayers, and virtual ((HUGS)). Bob's name was upheld in prayer on Tuesday evening. Haven't been there in months, but went on Tuesday. Kit's blessing was this: "Gracious God, we trust you are doing infinitely more for them than we can ask or imagine."
ReplyDeleteThe love will never stop, nor will the prayers!
♥ Mo
Jen and Bob my heart aches.... there are no words
ReplyDeleteLove you both dearly and will continue to pray....
-Jodi
Jen and Bob-
ReplyDeleteMy heart aches for both of you...I certainly agree, there are no words, other than, I am so very, very sorry! The thoughts and prayers will continue-I so wish there was more I could do. Neither of you are ever more than a thought away. Please know Les and I care deeply.
Kristi
Continuing lots of prayers.
ReplyDeleteOh Jen, so sorry to hear! Thinking of you both.
ReplyDeletesending love...
ReplyDeletesending prayers...
El
Praying the Lord will meet you both in the midst of your tears and in the depths of your pain~
ReplyDeleteSonya(Johnson)Brandts
Sending a really big hug from the North Country.
ReplyDeleteSending love and angels. Thinking of you both.
Lisa Harrison
Jen and Bob...Feeling the same as all the other people here. You are in my thoughts and prayers...Love you ! Jeanie
ReplyDeleteWe will never stop praying, and hoping, and loving you! Thinking of you both, and Bobby's parents now.
ReplyDeleteMuch love from Texas!
Cousin Anne
Dear Jen and Bob,
ReplyDeleteSending you love, and love, and more love...
Kerstin
Dear Jen and Bob,
ReplyDeleteSoon I will be releasing all the angels that live in a big old trunk in our dining room. They always come out for the winter holidays, and I know they are becoming anxious. As I bring them out, one by one, I will speak to each individually and ask them to send all their healing energies to both of you. I know they will be thrilled! Usually they come out around Christmas time to decorate our home and look beautiful. They will be so happy to have some actual "work" to do. You should begin to feel their energies in a day or two!
Much love to both of you, from Auntie Pat
My heart breaks for both of you. I don't know what to say to comfort you. Just know that you are being thought of - and hopefully these thoughts and prayers will give you strength!
ReplyDeleteBev K.
No words needed Jen. Hope you guys can feel all the love from everyone. That's really tough to hear. Prayers, love and best wishes will melt all the snow in Minnesota rushing your way.
ReplyDeleteOh, Jen! I'm so sorry to hear this. Sending you and Bob prayers and caring! I wish you much support for finding your way through this horrific time to whatever is next.
ReplyDeleteJen,
ReplyDeleteI am saddened to hear this. You and Bob are always in my thoughts and prayers and I miss you dearly. If there is anything I can do please call me..I even have a shoulder for you to cry on and arms to give you the biggest hug if you need one.
All my love,
Kristin Lamprecht